Fire and Ice

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Summary: Like fire and ice we come together to be something more than we ever were before.

AUTHOR: Catw00man
EMAIL: catw00man@cryptoffic.com
RATING: NC-17
SERIES: MBN Universe AU
CHARACTER: Dale Earnhardt Jr/Kevin Harvick, alternating POV
PROMPT: Taming the Muse #126 (#101 for me) - Quintessence
COMPLETED: December 25, 2008
WORD COUNT: 6,099
DISCLAIMER: I own NOTHING and am affiliated with NO ONE mentioned here. Not the drivers, not the teams, no one. This is all fiction and fun. In other words...NOT REAL, NOT REAL, NOT REAL. ;-)
AUTHOR'S NOTE: This fic is a Christmas request written especially for broken_reckuiem a.k.a. Sophie. I think I need to thank YOU for this one hun. I’ve had these muses forever and they so love you for letting them out!
AUTHOR'S NOTE2: Ok, so, I’m calling this part of the MBN Universe because that’s exactly where these characters came from. I’m hoping you’ll all get to see how they got here, but until then please enjoy this little “AU” future-type fic of my favorite boys. These two are very comfortable with each other with a long back story complete with pet names and everything. One of these day’s we’ll get it all written and it will all make more sense!
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“You sure about this, Pookie?”

Gaze up into bright green eyes that somehow encompass my whole world and nod.  “Yeah, Kev.  I’m sure.  Do your worst.”

I’m met with a chuckle and I swear those eyes seem to dance with deep seeded flecks of gold.  “Careful what you wish for, Adonis.  You just might get it.”  Snort softly at one of his many nicknames for me I know I’ll never break him of.  He enjoys them too much, and to be honest I do too.  But even after all this time I still don’t think he should call me a god, not that he’ll ever stop.

Feel the leather strap tighten over my wrists as he binds it to the cast iron headboard.  I built this room for one reason and one reason only, I just never thought I’d get to use it.  People thought I was crazy for building my own bar and western town.  I wonder what they’d think if they knew I had my very own erotic, mirrored playroom hidden right in the center of my house, complete with its own secret entrance from my bedroom. He’s the only one I’ve ever invited in here and as far as I’m concerned he’ll always be the only one.
 
“Don’t forget your safe word, Dale.”  Seldom serious green eyes lock with mine again.  “If you want me to stop at anytime just say the word.  I won’t stop for anything else.  You understand?”  Nod to him slowly but apparently he’s not done.  “When I come back in here I’ll be ‘Havoc.’  Not your ‘Kitty.’  But no matter what happens you’re still in control.  All you have to do is say the words.”

“I get it, I get it.”  Squirm impatiently as his eyes trail over my naked body.  I know he’s just trying to protect me, but right now all I want is to get started.  I’ve wanted this too long with him.  We both have and I can’t imagine anything he could do making me want to stop him.  I just want him.

“Say it.”  Look up at him questioningly and see he’s still got that all too serious look on his face.  “Say it now.”

“Ok, ok, ‘shooting star.’  Happy now?”  He leans down with no warning and kisses me hard, his tongue passing through my parted lips and tangling with mine until he’s got me moaning and squirming under him.  Try to catch my breath when his brushes across my lips. 

“That’s the only way I’ll stop.  Remember that.”  Nod slowly as I gaze up at him again but this time a shiver runs through me because I can see the truth in his eyes.  I know he has a demon inside.  I’ve seen glimpses of it more than once and for an instant I wonder if I’m doing the right thing.  Pull against the lined leather cuffs designed with no give whatsoever and open my mouth to stay something until I see the depth of emotion in his eyes.  He loves me more than anyone in my life ever has, and this is part of him.  He’s given me the way out, now all I have to do is trust him.  And I do.

“I’ll remember,” I tell him softly and he reaches down to trace my cheek before walking out of the room.  Lean up to watch him until I can’t see him anymore and then lay back and make myself comfortable.  I don’t really know what he’s doing to “get ready,” but I do have an idea what I’ll see.  It’s a shift in his eyes, a predatory slant to all his movements.  There was a time he couldn’t begin to control his wild side.  But we’ve dealt with it and now’s the time he finally gets to be unleashed.  We waited until the off season because he assured me I’d need it when he was done.  At first I thought he was teasing but now...I wouldn’t put anything past him. 

Now I can’t wait.

~*~*~*~

He doesn’t know what he’s in for.  I know he thinks he does with everything we’ve done but he really doesn’t.  This isn’t all about the pain I crave that he’s found a way to give me when I need it.  This isn’t about clubs and dungeons and twisted relationships.  This is about finding your limit with someone you trust more than anything.  This is about intimacy and love on a level I don’t know if either one of us has reached before.  It’s about more than something you can touch or see or taste.  It’s about reaching the very essence of who you are and it’s more than I ever thought I could have.  And it’s all because of him.

Pull off my shirt and toss it on our bed, the sheets still messy from my early morning wake up call.  Smile curls my lips as I remember his cries of passion and how I promised him it was all nothing compared to what was coming later.  Now I need to make good.  Now I need to find that place inside where everything goes very, very still.  It’s time to be Havoc.  His Havoc.  But for the first time in my life I’m the one in control, not my dark side, and I owe it all to him.

Kick off my shoes and socks until I’m left in only my jeans then grab the glass of ice water from the nightstand.  The ice has melted a little and the water should be freezing cold.  Perfect.  And he has no idea.  Tighten my hand around the glass then take a slow deep breath before turning back to the “secret” passageway that leads to the playroom. 

I have to admit, I’m still in awe of him.  The first time he took me there I couldn’t believe he’d have a place just for screwing around.  He even had it equipped with about every toy you could imagine.  Ok, maybe not everything.  I have added my own dark little additions here and there, but it was a good starting point.  The bed, with tons of sturdy places for cuffs and chains to be tied to, was already bolted to the floor.  He even had hooks in the floor and ceiling built into the room for about anything you could imagine.  I added the altar though, complete with “Adonis” chiseled into the stone.  I told him I’d worship him at his altar one day.  Bet he never dreamed I’d follow through.

Grin broadly as I run my free hand across my stomach.  It was the perfect room, something I’d always dreamed of but that’s not what made it so right.  It’s the fact no one’s been there but me.  It’s the fact it’s ours and no one else’s that makes it the perfect fairytale.  He’s wanted this for longer than I ever dreamed.  It’s time he didn’t have to wait anymore.

Take another deep breath and I can feel myself falling away with each step I take back to the room.  He’s mine, all mine and it’s time he sees what that means.  It’s time he knows what it is to be completely possessed.  It’s time for my Adonis to shine.

~*~*~*~

I hear the secret door from the bedroom closing with a click and my heart starts to pound.  Anticipation courses through my veins because now that he’s locked us in no one can find us.  Even if they knew where the entrance was, which no one does, they don’t know the code to unlock it.  Only he and I have it.  There’s no going back now.  I’m his, the way I’ve always wanted to be.

Lean up on the bed when I hear footsteps to see him step into the room and the change in him is subtle but obvious.  It’s the flashing wildness in his eyes, the way he stalks towards me like he’s going to eat me alive and I know he very well may.  He’s controlled chaos with every step and I can’t control the intense throbbing between my legs.  He hasn’t even touched me and I’m already so hard with want for him.  I know he sees it immediately from the dark smile spreading across his face and I can’t imagine what he’ll do to make me pay for it.  He’s in control now...and I couldn’t love it more. 

“Havoc,” I breathe softly as he closes in on me but still doesn’t touch me with anything more than his gaze.  But I still feel it.  I swear I do.  With just a look he can caress me and drive me half out of my mind.  Pant a little harder, my pulse thundering in my ears and watch as he takes a long drink from a glass of water before moving to the foot of the bed.  Watch as he slowly crawls up my body and straddles my thighs, right below my achingly hard cock.  I want to beg.  I want to demand he touch me but I know either one will end up costing me so I stay quiet and wait to see what he’ll do first.

I get so lost watching the devilish look on his face I don’t even realize what he’s doing until a few drops of ice cold condensation hit my cock.  Suck in a breath when his smile grows even more as he shifts his weight to keep me pinned down.  I’d forgotten he even had the glass in his hand.  Look down and see him holding the it over me and hiss when another cold drop hits my over heated skin.

“There are five things I know that can bring pleasure as well as pain, my Adonis.”  His voice is smooth as silk, more even than his normal teasing tone and I don’t think I’ve ever heard anything as erotic...and intimidating.  “Tonight you’re gonna learn them all.”  Shiver at the intensity of his gaze and then watch as he brings the glass to his lips and takes a long drink before setting it aside on the table next to us.  He’d set everything else up earlier and covered it with a sheet so I have no idea what’s over there.  But apparently it’s going to be a long night.

Look down as he shifts on the bed, hands on my thighs to keep me pinned down, and groan when he lowers himself down to my cock.  My body burns with anticipation of his hot mouth but then I’m gasping in shock when it’s nothing but ice.  Pull hard on the restraints as he takes me into his mouth and I realize he didn’t just take a drink of cold water.  He’s still got ice in his mouth and oh fuck is it cold!

“Shiiiiit, Kev, that’s fucking cold!” I cry out before I can help myself and I feel his nails claw my thighs.  I’m supposed to behave.  I know it but god no one’s ever iced my cock before.  Feel my desire wane a little, but then he starts sucking and deep throating me in the way only he can.  Watch him with hooded eyes and passion floods through me again despite his still cold mouth.  Feel him suck harder, his mouth warming bit by bit and before I know it I’m groaning his name again, completely at his mercy.  I swear he really does own me.

One of his hands slides down, urging my legs apart and I happily comply, spreading them wide.    His mouth has gone from cold to cool and already he’s making me ache with the need to come.  I swear there’s nothing as sexy as watching him sucking me down.  Groan again when I feel his thumb trace up my inner thigh and press against my hole.  Rock my hips up, trying to encourage him to give me more and he does...just not how I expected.

I swear he must’ve had his fingers soaking in the ice water because they’re fucking freezing.  Buck into his mouth, trying to get away from the cold until, shit, he’s rubbing them against my prostate and I swear I’m losing my mind.  His mouth is moving over me and I’m still throbbing with need despite the cold fingers in my ass.  Fucking hell if anything it’s more intense.  Arch back on the bed and I don’t know how much more of this I can take.  “Cold, fucking cold, shit, please.”  I can’t even stop the words.  All I want is more and when he pulls his fingers away I can’t help but cry out again.

“Shhhh, Adonis.  I’m just getting started, Babe.”  Squirm underneath him and almost can’t believe the words coming out of my mouth when I’m screaming for him to touch me again.  But I can’t help it.  Even though I can barely take it I swear I still want more.

~*~*~*~

Grin broadly as he writhes beneath me in desire.  I’d tired something like this once before with cold hands from the snow but I never got very far.  He had me warmed up so fast it didn’t really work, but now...now he’s a sight to behold.  Watch as he arches back on the bed and I reach over to get one of my “secret surprises” I got ready for him earlier.  It’s a long, silver butt pug and I had it in the freezer over night.  It’s been in ice water for the last hour so it should be the right amount of cold to drive him mad without crossing the line into too much pain.

Pull it out of the glass I had hidden under the sheet and distract him with my mouth running up and down his cock so he doesn’t see what I’m doing.  It’s gonna be cold as hell, but it’s thick and just the right length to rub right against his prostate. Pity there’s no way to keep it cold once its inside, but it’ll do.  Take his hard cock to the back of my throat and spread him again with my fingers before positioning the icy metal at his entrance.  Turn my eyes upward to see him thrashing on the bed again and then suck harder, bobbing my head faster over him as I slide the plug inside.

“Oh, shiiiiiiiiiit, motherfucker, Havoc, FUCK!”

Suck harder as I push the plug all the way inside him and he’s shaking hard beneath me.  I know he’s gotta be hovering between pleasure and pain and I want to make sure the pleasure wins out so I wrap my free hand around the base of his cock and stroke him as I move my mouth up and down.  Tongue his slit and I swear it’s all I can do not to come myself at the sight of him twisting and pulling at the leather cuffs binding his wrists.  The headboard rattles and I can tell the freezing metal is starting to warm when his shivers begin to subside.  Time for part two.

Reach over to the table again and this time pick up an over sized metal cock ring that’s had the same icy treatment as the plug.  It’s large enough to slide over his length even when he’s fully hard and it’s absolutely perfect for what I have in mind.  Grin at him as I pull back slightly and purr up at him, “Don’t hold back on me, Pookie.  I want that hot come of yours to warm me up.  C’mon, Adonis, give it to me.”

His eyes snap open and he lets out a long, low groan at my words.  I watch him a moment until I’ve got his full attention and then I slide the freezing ring down his cock and follow it with my mouth.  He bucks hard and I know he’s over the edge because he never thrusts down my throat this rough.  But I can take it.  Hell I want it.  Slide the ring over his length and this time the cold hardly affects him.  If anything it’s making him harder.  Taste him on my tongue and I know he’s right at the edge so I pull back long enough to grab an ice cube and pop it in my mouth before attacking him again, this time holding back nothing.  Suck, lick, graze him with my teeth and fondle his balls with my cold hand until the most earth shattering scream fills the room and his sweet essence fills my mouth.  Suck him down, drinking every drop and then slide up his body to kiss him hard and deep.

He’s shaking hard in my arms and I don’t blame him one bit.  It goes against everything to react that way to cold and when you cross the line it’s fucking overwhelming.  Stroke the side of his face and kiss him until he relaxes and I know he’s getting close to ready for round two.  Nuzzle his neck and smile to myself because he wasn’t always into marathon sex like I am.  Hell, time was one release like that and he’d be out for the night.  But not anymore.  No, my god can go all night with me now.

“One down.  Four to go,” I whisper against his ear and when he shivers against me again I know it’s not from the cold.  Kiss down his neck and suck at his throat as he continues to breathe hard.  Run my hand slowly down his chest, rolling one of his nipples between my fingers before tracing my fingers even lower.  Dance them across his stomach and then his cock as I kiss his lips.  “Tell me, Adonis.  Are you ready for more?”

“Y-yes, please.” He trembles when I slide off the metal cock ring, now warm from his skin, but leave in the metal plug for now.  Lean up to suck his lower lip between mine and then pull back, drawing my tongue across it.  “Gimmie more, Havoc.  Please...gimme more.”

Stare into his bottomless blue eyes and it’s hard not to get lost in the deep seeded need I see reflected back at me.  No one matches me like him.  No one.  “I’ll give you more my beautiful god.  I’ll give you as much as you can handle.”  Press him back onto the bed and kiss him hard as I move to straddle him again.  He’s already arching his body up to rub against mine and I know in no time he’s going to be hard and ready for more. 

Kiss down his jawline and then over his neck, his heavy breathing at my ear making my tight jeans even tighter.  There’s nothing I love more than seeing him hot and wanting especially when it’s all because of me.  Slide my hands up his arms over the leather cuffs and after threading my fingers through his I reach up to unfasten the straps from the headboard, but I don’t take the cuffs off yet.  Pulls his arms down and rub against him again when his arms wrap around me.  I wonder if he knows how much I love it when he holds me?  Part of me would love to stop the game right here and spend the rest of the night in his arms.  But there’ll be time for that later. 

Capture his lips in another kiss and reach down to get a hold of his wrists again.  Unwrap his arms from around me and then take his left and stretch it straight out from his side.  Give him another sweet kiss and then grin at him.  “I’m just getting started with you, Pookie.”  Wink at him then slide over to the side of the bed to take the strap still attached to the wrist cuff and stretch it over the edge fastening it to a metal ring welded to the bed frame.  Then I move across him to do the same with his other wrist so his arms are stretched out from his sides, undersides facing up.

He looks at me curiously and I can see the desire in his eyes churning right below the surface.  He has no idea what I’m planning next and it’s all part of the turn on.  I could do so much to him right now and he knows it.  Trace my fingertips lightly up his arm and smile as he shivers at the barely there touch.  I’ll definitely be taking advantage of that later.  But for now...I have something else in mind.

“Close your eyes Adonis.  I want you to be surprised.”  He watches me for another long moment and then nods slowly, a sexy smile playing across his lips.  Sometimes I still can’t believe he trusts me so much especially with everything he knows about me.  But in spite of it all he does trust me and now...I want to reward him for it.  I want to push him to the very edge, maybe even over it.  I want to give him more than he’s ever imagined.

Grin to myself and slide off the bed.  Cross the room over to the stone altar I covered with paraffin candles I lit before he came in.  I’m sure he thought they were for mood lighting, but these candles are so much more.  Gather them up and carry them over to the table covered with everything else I’ve prepared for tonight.  I know he doesn’t know what half of it’ll be used for but he will.  After tonight he’s going to know so much more. 

Set the burning candles on the table and then crawl back onto the bed, making sure not to touch him.  Move over him and caresses him with only the warmth of my breath, breathing up his leg, over his inner thigh until I’m face to face with his semi-hard cock.  Take a deep breath and then let it out slow as I move over his length, thrilling as I watch him grow harder and harder.  Hear him moan low but as I turn my eyes upward I see his are still closed.  That’s right, Babe, let me know how much you want me.

Tease his cock with a single lick that has him practically jumping off the bed and then crawl up his body again, straddling his hips as I did before.  Watch him for a moment, taking in how fucking sexy he is then lean down to kiss over his chest, sucking and lightly biting his nipples.  Keep teasing him until his moans grow louder and only then do I pull back and reach for one of the candles.  These are perfect for this because they don’t burn as hot as regular candles.  But still, they’ll give a good sting.  Sit up so I can hold the candle almost two feet from his chest and then tilt it until it starts to drip across his chest.

His eyes snap open at the first drop and when he hisses I deliberately rock my hips forward so I brush against his cock.  His eyes widen at the sensation and I drizzle a little more of the hot wax across his skin.  “Oh, Kev, fuck, that’s...shiiiiit yes.”  Rock down on him a little harder and then reach for a new candle to get a little more adventurous with.

“Feels good, doesn’t it?  The burn just intensifies everything, doesn’t it?”  Lean down and suck on one of his nipples again, swirling my tongue over it until it’s hard.  Flick my tongue against his skin until he’s writhing underneath me and only then do I pull back and carefully drip a few drops of the wax onto his nipple.

“Holy shit!”  His eyes grow even wider and he bucks so hard he almost makes me spill the candle.  Grin down at him and rock my hips against his in a slow constant rhythm until he whimpers.  “Shit, shit, Havoc please.  I want...more.”

Lock eyes with him and I can see he is getting into this.  Glance over to the table for a moment at some of the things I didn’t expect to bring out, but if he really wants to let go....  “Dale, do you trust me?”

~*~*~*~

“Of course I trust you,” I almost tell him but stop when I see a strange look in his eyes.  I’ve seen it before.  To be honest he’s scared the hell out of me with it before, but this time it’s different.  This time I know he’ll be in control.  I can tell by looking at him I have no idea what I’m in for...but I want it.  I want it all.  “Yeah, Kev.  Yeah I do.”

Watch a bright smile cross his lips and I swear I see his eyes darken as he runs his gaze over me.    Then he leans down and my eyes go wide as I watch him take hold of the wax over my nipple with his teeth and then with one motion he pulls it off.  Scream out as pain shoots through me but then he turns it all into desire when he rubs his hips down against my cock.  Shit, shit he really is gonna kill me...and I can’t think of a better way to go.

Try to catch my breath as I watch him crawl down my body and shudder hard when I feel his hot tongue searing my cock.  I know he’s gonna take this to the edge, I can see it in his eyes and my heart is already pounding so hard I swear I can feel it.  Squirm underneath him when he raises the candle again and this time lets the wax splash along my inner thigh.  Fuck, fuck, it burns and cools all at once and I can barely keep still.  Catch my breath to look down at him again and to my surprise he’s setting the candle aside.  Is he done already?

He moves back up my body and I watch as he picks up two short sticks that look like they have cotton wrapped around the ends.  What the hell is he...?  Eyes go wide when I catch the scent of alcohol on one and my breath catches in my throat as he runs it down his forearm.  No, no Kev.  What are you doing?  You can’t possibly--

Watch the flash of fame crawl up his arm and my mouth goes dry until he follows the flame with his other hand extinguishing it in an instant.  Hear a low groan of desire slip from his lips and I shiver hard when those green eyes lock with mine.  That was a demonstration...of what he wants to do to me.  “Kev, Havoc wait.  Don’t.  That’s-that’s fire.  You can’t--”

“Shhhh Adonis, I won’t hurt you...much.”  Devilish green eyes gleam as he rocks against my cock again, this time keeping the rhythm until I’m rocking back against him despite myself.  He can’t do this.  Not fire.  I know what it feels like to burn.  I know and it’s definitely not a turn on.

“Havoc, wait.  Stop.”  Feel him run the cold alcohol down my left arm and I turn my head to watch wide eyed.  Fuck, fuck, what was the word?  “Kev, please.”  See the flash of the mini torch and everything goes very, very still, just like it did in that Vette all those years ago.  Breath catches in my throat and before I can manage to say the words “shooting star” I see the flame run up my arm, heat radiating though my skin and then extinguished all at once by his hand sliding down my skin.  “Oh my Goddddddd...”

Cry out loudly and I swear every thing’s spinning out of control and the only thing keeping me sane are green eyes and the sound of his voice.  Feel the cool alcohol run down my other arm and the flash of fire is too much.  Past and present collide all at once until the only thing there is is him, inside and out.  I feel like I’m drifting, floating in a sea where he’s the only thing that makes sense.  Cool, hot, searing, passion, pain, desire, possession it’s all the same.  Vaguely hear myself crying out his name as release cuts through me like a knife, but it’s all second to the overwhelming feeling of having everything stripped away and exposed.  It’s the pureest thing I’ve ever felt...and the most terrifying.

Arms wrap around me and I press against his touch.  Kevvie, my Kevvie.  He’ll take care of me.  He’ll make me right.  He already has.  All the reservations, all my inhibitions, all the things I kept locked away all to myself are gone in this instant.  Wrap my arms tight around him and snuggle into his warmth.  He’s everything I need.  He’s everything I want and now I don’t wanna do anything but get lost in him.  He’ll protect me.  Even from fire, he’ll protect me.

~*~*~*~

Hold him tight as he burrows against me and I run my hand slowly over his hair.  I should’ve known fire would affect him so much.  Trace my fingertips along the scar on his neck and shake my head.  I should have known better.  But he didn’t tell me to stop and I swear I’ve never see him lose it...like that.  Run my hand lightly over is back and I swear it almost sounds like he’s purring against me.

“I’ve got you, Dale.  I’ve got you, Babe.  It’s ok.”  Kiss along his cheek and he nuzzles my neck like…a cat and that’s when I realize he’s more than a little overwhelmed.  This goes deeper, much, much deeper.  Pull back a little to get a better look at him and he whimpers soft and clings to me tighter.  “Shhhh, Babe, I’m not going anywhere.”

“Kevvie, please.  Wanna be...closer.”  He wraps himself even tighter around me and I hold him tight, one hand running through his hair while the other slides up and down his back.  There’s no doubt about it, he’s gone subspace on me.  Beyond pleasure, beyond pain is a place where everything else fades away and it’s one of the most amazing things I’ve ever known, and I have only with him.  It takes complete and total trust and that he could find it with me...means more than I could ever put into words.  Now I just need to take care of him and bring him back to me.  “Kevvie...”

His words are soft and pleading and I only know one way to connect with him deep enough to reach him.  Kiss softly over his face and press him back to the bed, moving over him so we don’t lose contact.  He continues to hold tight to me and has ever since I unbuckled the cuffs around his wrists.  Reach down as I slide on top of him and shimmy out of my jeans until we’re all wrapped up in each other, skin against skin, and it’s all I can do to control myself.  Spare a glance over to the table and see the feather and silk scarf, the sharp pinwheel and knife, the flogger I never got to use and I know I don’t need to.  Not now.  There will be plenty of time to explore more later.  Now I want to love him.  Now I want to give him everything he needs.

“It’s ok my Adonis.  I’ve got you.  I won’t ever let you go.”  Run my hand down his body and he shivers at every caress, his body hypersensitive to even the lightest touch now.  Slip my hand between his legs and find the silver plug I slid inside him earlier and carefully, so carefully pull it out.  He groans low at the loss and clutches at me but I don’t make him wait long.  “It’s ok, Dale.  I’m not going anywhere.  I promise you.” 

Wrap my arms tight around him and then roll us both so I end up on my back.  He continues to cling to me and I let him as I adjust my hips until I’m finally able to slide inside him.  Groan low and wrap him up even tighter in my arms.  “Come back to me, Adonis.  Come back to me Babe, I’ve got you.  I’ll always be yours.”  Thrust my hips upwards over and over again until I find a sweet, slow rhythm he matches and finally takes over. 

“Love you, Kevvie,” he whispers and I’m instantly transfixed by the sight of him, my perfect, pale god impaling himself on me again and again.  Move my hands to his hips and I can see his eyes are clearer each time he slams down on me.  He’s found his way back to me and all I can do is worship him with my eyes and my hands, sliding them up his sides, over his chest and then down his thighs.  He’s always looked like a god to me when he’s like this, pale and glistening with sweat, desire and need.  I’ve never known anyone like him and that’s why he’ll always be my perfect Adonis.

“Love you...too,” I manage to pant back and he’s already starting to send me over the edge.  Hold tight to his hip with one hand and the other I move between his legs, wrapping it tight around him.  Slide my hand hard over his cock and he throws his head back and groans becoming even more perfect than before.  He is a god.  He has to be.  And he’s all mine.

“That’s it Pookie, yes, don’t stop.  Ride me hard,” I cry out and before I know it I’m the one screaming in passion I can’t hold back.  Jerk my hand over him faster, faster and I can feel he’s close.  Look up at him with hooded eyes and I can see he’s barely able to keep sitting up.  “Let go, Babe.  Just let go.  I’ve got you.”  Stroke him faster a few more moments and whimper softly when I see ecstasy spread across his face.  Bright blue eyes go wide and then he collapses into my arms, trembling lightly as I stroke his back.  “Love you, Dale.  So fuckin’ much.”

Feel him kiss my neck softly and after awhile he ends up curled against my side.  Thread my fingers through his hair repeatedly and I’ve almost drifted off when I hear his soft words.  “Thank you.”

Blink my eyes open and tilt my head down to look at him when he lifts his head from my chest.  He looks so...confident, so content, and I’m not exactly sure why.  I know something special happened here and I’d give anything to be able to read his mind.  “Dale, you don’t have to thank me for anything.”

“Yes, I do.” Tilt my head at him curiously and watch as he draws designs across my chest with his fingertips.  “You don’t know...how much fire used to freak me out.” 

Shit, shit I didn’t mean to hurt him.  I should’ve realized.  “Pookie, I’m sorry.  I shouldn’t have--”

“Stop.”  He presses his finger over my lips to silence me and I take a closer look at him.  He doesn’t seem to be upset.  If anything he’s at peace.  Kiss the tip of his finger softly and he gives me a smile that lets me know everything is alright, even if I don’t know why.  “I don’t know if I understand everything that happened.  But...I know I’m safe with you.  I know I can face down even fire with you and...I’m ok.”

Eyes widen at his words and I can hardly even believe them.  Facing and conquering a fear like that...it takes a fucking lot of trust and now I know there’s no doubt he really did completely let go.  Tug him closer and kiss him tenderly.  “We can face anything, my Adonis.  I promise you I’ll always, always take care of you.”

“I know you will, Kitty.”  He rests his head back on my chest and I stroke his hair again.  I thought this was gonna be nothing but a game of pushing limits.  I had no idea we’d find so much more.  Feel him press a kiss to my chest and I lace my fingers with his, resting them on my stomach.  There was a time I called him my “Ice Prince” because he liked the cold so much and I think in a way he still is.  He can calm my fire more than anyone I’ve ever known, and apparently...I can help him find what he needs too.

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