One of Four of Unimatrix Nextel Sub-unit Roush-Fenway

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Summary: Matt has an average day.

AUTHOR: Jaik
EMAIL: jaik@cryptoffic.com
RATING: PG-13
CHARACTER: Matt Kenseth, Matt POV
SERIES: The Fabulous Life of.
WORD COUNT: 1,109
DISCLAIMER: I own NOTHING and am affiliated with NO ONE mentioned here. Not the drivers, not the teams, no one. This is all fiction and fun. In other words...NOT REAL, NOT REAL, NOT REAL. ;-)
DEDICATION: Ross
AUTHOR’S NOTE: There is internet lingo used in this story, so make sure you're up to date on it, nothing that confusing really. Just some abbreviations that are rather popular.
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6:41AM

I look over at my clock and sigh. “I'll never get back to sleep now.” I toss over and look at Katie for a few seconds before I roll back over and slip out of bed. I hear her tousle and try to get used to having all the covers. As she settles back in I ease and head downstairs.

I find my laptop on my end table and I open it, logging onto my Trillian and making sure I'm invisible. I notice that “MKStudly” is on and I jump mentally at the thought. I double click his name and start to type away excitedly.

[06:44]Kkis<3: Hey, it's me. I can't sleep either.
[06:45]MKStudly: Man...thought it was just me.
[06:45]Kkis<3: Nah, guess it was just me thinking about u...only reason I don't evr sleep.
[06:46]MKStudly: I rly wish I could c u...just once even
[06:46]Kkis<3: I can't...I have a job that keeps me from doing stuff like meeting people
[06:46]MKStudly: What r u? A secret service agent? Can't be any scarier than what I do.
[06:47]Kkis<3: What do u do?
[06:48]MKStudly: u wouldn't believe me if I told u
[06:48]Kkis<3: Try me
[06:48]MKStudly: I race

My jaw drops a bit. What if this is one of the guys in the garage, I wonder horrifically. He knows that I'm bi, but wait...he is too then, or gay; he can't rat me out then, I realize happily.

[06:50]Kkis<3: That sounds fun, what series?
[06:50]MKStudly: Just 2
[06:51]Kkis<3: Which ones tho?
[06:51]MKStudly: You've probably never heard of them or won't believe me again
[06:52]Kkis<3: Hey, I believe you race. Doesn't that earn me some credit?
[06:52]MKStudly: Busch and Nextel

His words smash me in the face. This is one of the guys in the garage. That or a hell of a liar. I wonder if it really is one of the other guys. Who could this be? He hasn't really let on who he is. And there's not a ton of options, there's only a handful of us that race both. Wait a minute...his screen name! Let me see...it's MKStudly...so it's gotta be Matt Kenseth I conclude. Nevermind, I'm Matt Kenseth, duh.

[06:52]Kkis<3: Really? I watch Nascar all the time. So then, that raises a very interesting question. Who are you?
[06:52]MKStudly: We're playin the same game over and over, u wont believe me
[06:53]Kkis<3: come on now, I've believed everything else, try me once more
[06:54]MKStudly: Kasey Kahne
[06:54]Kkis<3: whoa, hold on a minute
[06:55]MKStudly: told you so, no one believes me
[06:55]Kkis<3: no, I believe that ur Kasey, but y is ur sn MK studly then?
[06:55]MKStudly: well in my line of work u get to know people vry well and I happen to like Matt a lot, I rly rly like him

I have to force my mouth closed to keep my heart from jumping up my throat and across the room. There is no way that a cutie like Kasey likes me. I've always liked him secretly, but I never would have acted on it. Not with all the taboo of being gay, especially in such a “redneck” sport. I'd lose all my fans, my wife, my car. No one else would ever look at me the same again, well except for Jamie; but he's such a queen he'd probably be checking me out.

What if I did just up and kiss him or grab him in front of everyone? Would anyone say anything? Or would they just mind their own business, it's not like I'm changing something on my car; why should they care on the track?

[06:59]MKStudly: U can't say anything about that to anyone, u know how Nascar can be if u watch it.
[07:00]Kkis<3: I like u 2
[07:00]MKStudly: that's flattering...but I dunno who u r
[07:01]Kkis<3: it's me, matt
[07:01]MKStudly: now i don't believe u, ur sn starts with KK, you've gotta be a fan
[07:01]Kkis<3: no rly, it's me...I know about that firesuit you spilled mountain dew on and you changed because you didnt want it to stain your favorite undershirt
[07:02]MKStudly: that happened off cam...but any devout fan would know that
[07:02]Kkis<3: What about when you went drinkin and ended up in Elliot's coach, more specifically his bed?
[07:03]MKStudly: holy crap it is u
[07:03]Kkis<3: yea...I've always liked u but u've seen the garage, there's no way anyone would let a gay guy in
[07:03]MKStudly: ...other than Jamie
[07:03]Kkis<3: true, i thought the same thing earlier
[07:03]MKStudly: so...u wanna meet later today?
[07:07]Kkis<3: we could now that I know I won't be attacked by a fangirl
[07:07]MKStudly: how about at 7 tonite at that bbq place up the road from ur place?
[07:07]Kkis<3: sure, dam, I g2g now tho, I can hear Katie getting up
[07:07]MKStudly: k, c u lata studly
[07:07] *** Error while sending IM: This user is currently not logged on

My heart is skipping so many beats I think I might be having a coronary. Kasey Kahne is really interested in me. I never would have thought it. His world is so different from mine. He's young, hot, living in the moment. I'm older, more reserved, and married. The thought crashes into me like the big one at Dega. I'm a married man. Even worse, I have a son. Not that he sees me much. But still. How can I be wanting this young thing when I'm so settled into my niche in life? What right do I have to be double-crossing so many people?

Katie makes her way into the shower I presume as the water starts calling through the house. I look at my wedding band and I think of the many nights recently that she's tried getting me into bed with her. I haven't had the heart to tell her that I don't crave the long nights like we used to share. I've lost my spark for her. She's still a pretty woman, I just don't lust for her the way I do for Kasey.

His dark hair looks so much better than his blonde. Leaning back on the couch I think of the glimpses I've caught of him from across the coach lot. Seeing his young, lean body, glistening with sweat. I can feel a pressure building in my sleep pants and I shift to allow my body a more comfortable position. My stiffening cock calls for attention and I know Katie's been begging for it for sometime.

I set the laptop down and head towards the shower. I can handle this, it's just like another meaningless sponsor event. Get there. Make 'em smile. Go in. Do my thing. Get out. Leave.

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